I just had an erge to write a blog entry.
Honestly, I was thiiiis close to starting up a xanga or something, to consentrate on the whole blogging thing.. but then I thought.. I could just write here.
I did want to keep it anonomous (hence starting up a xanga), but it doesn't make much difference if I write here or there, considering no one will end up reading it anyway.
Things are pretty shit at the moment. School. Family. Friends. Life in general, you know?
Its all so boring, and I need something exciting to happen!
I'd like to meet someone soon, actually. It seems as though I never will. *emo moment*
I want someone to be able to keep me company. Someone I can talk to whenever. Someone whod talk to me whenever.
I want to be able to call someone in the middle of night if i've had a bad dream and woken up and couldn't get back to sleep.
That's happened to me once.. and the one person I wanted to call..
Well let's just say I didn't have the right to call them anymore.

I know writing this wont help anything.
But I just wanted to anyway.
Who knows why?

Take care, everyone.